A day of some sort of... self-pity.
Shadow, darkness and dull grey skies.
Full moon eclipse, tomorrow.
I feel distant from my partner.
Distant from my heart.
Distant from my needs.
Distant from my dreams.
I find it difficult to shake myself out of this.
Challenging to show myself to others in this vulnerable state.
Yet, I know this is when magic happens.
Clarity, strength and health will follow with kind of strong medicine.
For now... I cry, pray and sit still whilst being comforted by the songs of the rainforest: